Open letter to Amber Heard

                           An open letter to Amber heard 

Dear Amber,

I don't know you personally and from what I've read and seen of you the last few years, I really wouldn't want to know you on a personal level. 

When I first saw you in movies I thought you were just another starlet that would come and go, like many do but, here we are many movies and years later and you're still here. Mostly because you were married to the great actor, Johnny Depp and you were in Aqua-man. 

Please take offense to what I'm about to say. Your movies are not good and you're not good at them. I find your acting very poor, very plain and very boring. People would criticize Kristen Stewart for her poor acting skill and being more of a mannequin than a human on screen, I think you're 100 times worse than she could ever be any day. 

In pictures you look sweet and innocent, you're really not. You're a hidden monster. You know, beauty fades honey, and your dark, ugly, monster side has been showing through your fake beauty making you a very ugly human. You seem very vain, and I have to say, you need to look in the mirror and see who you really are. 

Your ex-girlfriend made claims you abused her and then took it back. Why did she not charge you? Why did she take it all back? Did you force her, did you tell her to, did you manipulate her? Abusers are very good manipulators and get away with their abuse for a long time because of that. Which makes them even more frightening monsters. You can hide behind that pretty mask of yours but know this, it's falling off and we're seeing the real monster inside you! 

I think you married Johnny Depp not for love but for relevance. You wanted Hollywood to notice you and stay relevant. You were basically a nobody, not someone that Hollywood took seriously and paid much attention to. When you were invited to do a movie with Johnny, you saw your opportunity and STRUCK! You slithered your way into Johnny's heart and life like a slimy slug that you are. Johnny should have known better than to get involved with a starlet, younger woman who was striving the spotlight but he was blinded but your fake beauty and listened to the wrong damn head. Men have a tenancy not to listen to the head on their shoulders, rather they'll listen to the head between their legs which gets them into all kinds of bad situations. 

When I first heard you were involved with Johnny, I thought, "WTF?? WHY IS HE DATING THIS TRASHY GIRL? SHE'S ALMOST YOUNG ENOUGH TO BE HIS DAUGHTER, NASTY. SHE'S GOING TO USE HIM." Boy oh boy, I couldn't have called it any better. 

You have used this fraud of Johhny abusing you to make you look better in the public eye and advance your career. It worked for a while, then Johnny released to the world the monster you really are with video evidence, audio evidence, hospital reports and photos, witnesses, etc... I knew you were a fake and fraud from the beginning. You never for a second act like an abuse victim. When people have been really abused, we can call out the fakes and frauds from a mile away. I am a domestic abuse survivor and I take GREAT OFFENCE to your LIES! 

Women die from abusive situations daily across the world and here you were faking being abused like it was another movie you were acting in and done poorly, may I add. You had zero evidence yet, people believed you. Why? Because you put on that fake ass mask and pretended to be so sad, scared and hurt by Johnny's actions against you. Do you know what it's like to be really abused? It's not fun. It's terrifying, draining on your mind, body, and soul. It takes EVERYTHING out of you. Your mind is constantly in protection mode, fight or flight mode and you're wondering, am I going to survive this? Will I be alive tomorrow? How can I keep going? How can I protect myself? How can I getaway? Your mind never gets a chance to rest and relax. It takes a toll on you. 

Trying to get ANYONE, SOMEONE to listen to you when you tell them you're being abused is even harder than being abused. Most people won't listen or believe you because the monster aka YOU in this situation, has such a great FAKE mask on, they think the victim is crazy and lying. Telling the police you've been abused and having them take you seriously, listen to you and file reports is hard. They get so many FALSE complaints they don't know what ones are real, so they write it down half-ass, listen to you only halfway and never follow through with helping you. 

Do you know what it's like to have to pack only what you can, as fast as you can, have a cab show up outside your house to take your kids and yourself to a safe haven for abused women and children? Do you know how terrifying that is? How stressful and draining that is? NO, YOU FUCKING DON'T!! You're a sheltered little BITCH who LIED about any form of abuse happening to you and FUCKED Johnny over. 

Do you feel good about yourself? Can you look yourself in the mirror and think you're a decent, good human being? Can you sleep well at night? 

FUCK, I hope not! 

I hope when you look in the mirror you see an UGLY MONSTER. That's what I see, what the public sees. I have zero respect for you and DEMAND you apologize to the WORLD and ALL REAL ABUSE VICTIMS. You owe us the biggest apology you can muster up; and not like that fake ass lame one you did about your fucking dogs. You know what I'm talking about. 

I will NEVER use a product you're promoting like the hair dye. Nope, not ever using it because you've promoted it and you promote lies, fakeness, abuse, and suffering. That's what YOU stand for. 

I will NEVER watch a movie or TV show you're in also because of the disgusting things you stand for. I hope many others will also boycott you. I hope you lose all future job opportunities like you did to Johnny. You don't deserve to be working in Hollywood or being on our TV screens or the big silver screen. You deserve exactly what you get from herein. Karma is a giant BITCH and she's well on her way to kicking you HARD in the ASS; honestly, I can't WAIT to see this all godown, see YOU go down and run away into hiding from the shame and lies. This is going to be BETTER than ANY movies you've been in. 

You could have had it made, had it so good being married to Johnny but, your heart is frozen and your soul is ugly and you fucked that all up from the get-go. 

Johnny said: 

'While I was in Australia filming a movie approximately one month after I married Ms. Heard, on a day where my then-lawyer tried to discuss with Ms. Heard the need that she sign a post-nuptial agreement with me, she went berserk and began throwing bottles at me,' reads the filing.

'The first bottle sailed past my head and missed, but then she threw a large glass vodka bottle. The bottle struck the marble countertop where my hand was resting and exploded.' 

The filing goes on to state: 'The projectile’s impact shattered the bone in my finger and entirely severed the tip of my finger.'

A photo submitted with the filing show's just how severe the injury was, with Depp clearly missing a large chunk of his finger. 

'I had to have 3 surgeries to reconstruct my finger and contracted MRSA three times,' states Depp in his declaration.

'I feared that I would lose my finger, my arm, and my life.'

How could you do that to him? To anyone for that matter and NOT feel any kind of guilt for it? Only psychopaths act as you have been and honey, you're a full-blown psychopath. 

Johnny also said: 

He addressed Heard's claim in his declaration, saying: 'To conceal the fact that her domestic violence against me caused me grievous bodily injury, Ms. Heard has concocted various, shifting, false stories claiming that I cut off my own finger. 

'First, in the midst of our divorce case, Ms. Heard caused to be leaked to the media a fake story that I cut off my finger by punching a hole in a wall.

'Now, Ms. Heard has crafted a  new, but equally fake, story that I cut off my finger by smashing a plastic phone to smithereens while violently beating her in a “three-day ordeal.

Depp called both these stories false.  

YOU said: 

Heard claims Depp picked a fight with her just before Christmas.  

In her April filing, Heard wrote: 'Hoping to avoid the violence, I tried to calm Johnny down, and then went upstairs to try to remove myself from the situation. Johnny followed me, hit me in the back of my head, grabbed me by my hair again, got in front of me on the steps, and then dragged me by my hair up the last few steps. 

'At the top of the stairs, Johnny shoved me twice, which made me fear I would fall. I told Johnny that he had broken my wrist in an attempt to get him to stop.

'Johnny kept hitting me, and each time he knocked me down, I chose to react by simply standing up and looking him in the eye. Johnny responded by yelling: "Oh, you think you’re a f***ing tough guy?"

'He reeled back and head-butted me in my face, bashing my nose, which immediately began bleeding, sending searing pain through my face. I instantly started tearing up, and I thought that I would have to go to the hospital. 

'I told Johnny I wanted to leave him, and that I would call the police if he ever touched me again. When I began to walk away toward the guest apartment, he responded by pushing me, then grabbed me and pulled me from one room to the next, gripping me by my hair.

'By the time Johnny had dragged me into the upstairs office, I told Johnny that I was leaving him since I could not put up with his behavior any longer. Johnny reacted by grabbing me by my throat, pushing me down to the ground, and punching me in the back of my head. He grabbed me by my hair, slapping me in the face, and screaming at me something like: "I f***ing will kill you — I'll f***ing kill you, you hear me?" There were chunks of my hair everywhere and indentations in the carpet where I was dragged.

Heard said the fight continued on a bed, where Depp 'got on top of me with his knee on my back and the other foot on the bedframe, while repeatedly punching me in my head, and he screamed—as loudly as I’ve ever heard him scream— "I f***ing hate you" over and over again. 

'The bedframe splintered under the weight of the pressure of his boot. Johnny hit me with his closed fists, and I remember being unable to hear myself screaming because he had pushed my face into the mattress. I screamed as loudly as I could, hoping Johnny would realize he was severely hurting me.

'For a while, I could not scream or breathe. I worried that Johnny was in a blacked-out state and unaware of the damage he was doing and that he could actually kill me.' 

Two friends found her, she said and saw the hair on the ground.  

She does not remember how the fight ended, she said, but she thought Depp would kill her. 

HE SAID 

Depp tells a much different version of the same story in his declaration, with the building manager Kevin Murphy confirming some of the claims. 

Murphy previously testified that 'Heard’s face was utterly uninjured and unmarked, and appeared makeup-free, as they spoke face to face and in good light the day after she alleged the brutal attack. '

He also stated that Heard showed him 'the clump of hair on the floor but not the place that hair was pulled from.'

Then, upon viewing the hair image submitted to the court versus the one he saw and photographed, Murphy said that he believed they were different clumps of hair.

This was all concreted after Depp claims he was assaulted by Heard.  

'On that date, I was at my penthouse and Ms. Heard screamed at me and then violently assaulted me, scratching my cheek, chin, and nose. My security guard, a former long time LA Sheriff’s Deputy, whom I called to pick me up the evening of December 15, 2015, insisted on taking photographs of my injuries, which are attached hereto as Exhibit C' wrote Depp. 

'There was nothing particularly memorable to me about this incident, given the sheer volume of violent assaults and other abuse I endured from Ms. Heard during our relationship.'

Depp also submitted images that he said supported his claim with his declaration.  

'Unfortunately for Ms. Heard, her December 15 hoax has also been obliterated by two witnesses who have come forward -- her own stylist Samantha McMillen and our former Estate Manager Kevin Murphy - to provide sworn statements of their face to face interactions with a visibly uninjured Ms. Heard the following day, December 16, 2015,' stated Depp. 

'Ms. McMillen testified that while styling a makeup-free Ms. Heard the day of December 16, 2015, to prepare her for an appearance that evening on the James Corden show, Ms. Heard had no injuries whatsoever to her face.'

Johnny scrawled the above in gold chalk for Amber. 

You also wrote this; 

WHY JOHNNY DEPP IS SUING AMBER HEARD

In December 2018, Amber penned an op-ed for The Washington Post about being a survivor of abuse. She did not mention him by name in it. 

The pair had finalized their divorce which bound her from sharing details of their acrimonious split. 

The op-ed is published in full below: 

'I was exposed to abuse at a very young age. I knew certain things early on, without ever having to be told. I knew that men have the power — physically, socially and financially — and that a lot of institutions support that arrangement. I knew this long before I had the words to articulate it, and I bet you learned it young, too.

'Like many women, I had been harassed and sexually assaulted by the time I was of college-age. But I kept quiet — I did not expect filing complaints to bring justice. And I didn’t see myself as a victim.

'Then two years ago, I became a public figure representing domestic abuse, and I felt the full force of our culture’s wrath for women who speak out.

'Friends and advisers told me I would never again work as an actress — that I would be blacklisted. A movie I was attached to recast my role. I had just shot a two-year campaign as the face of a global fashion brand, and the company dropped me. Questions arose as to whether I would be able to keep my role as Mera in the movies Justice League and Aquaman.

'I had the rare vantage point of seeing, in real-time, how institutions protect men accused of abuse.

'Imagine a powerful man as a ship, like the Titanic. That ship is a huge enterprise. When it strikes an iceberg, there are a lot of people on board desperate to patch up holes — not because they believe in or even care about the ship, but because their own fates depend on the enterprise.

'In recent years, the #MeToo movement has taught us about how power like this works, not just in Hollywood but in all kinds of institutions — workplaces, places of worship or simply in particular communities. In every walk of life, women are confronting these men who are buoyed by social, economic and cultural power. And these institutions are beginning to change.

'We are in a transformative political moment. The president of our country has been accused by more than a dozen women of sexual misconduct, including assault and harassment. Outrage over his statements and behavior has energized a female-led opposition. #MeToo started a conversation about just how profoundly sexual violence affects women in every area of our lives. And last month, more women were elected to Congress than ever in our history, with a mandate to take women’s issues seriously. Women’s rage and determination to end sexual violence are turning into a political force.

'We have an opening now to bolster and build institutions protective of women. For starters, Congress can reauthorize and strengthen the Violence Against Women Act. First passed in 1994, the act is one of the most effective pieces of legislation enacted to fight domestic violence and sexual assault. It creates support systems for people who report abuse and provides funding for rape crisis centers, legal assistance programs, and other critical services. It improves responses by law enforcement, and it prohibits discrimination against LGBTQ survivors. Funding for the act expired in September and has only been temporarily extended.

'We should continue to fight sexual assault on college campuses, while simultaneously insisting on fair processes for adjudicating complaints. Last month, Education Secretary Betsy DeVos proposed changes to Title IX rules governing the treatment of sexual harassment and assault in schools. While some changes would make the process for handling complaints more fair, others would weaken protections for sexual assault survivors. For example, the new rules would require schools to investigate only the most extreme complaints, and then only when they are made to designated officials. Women on campuses already have trouble coming forward about sexual violence — why would we allow institutions to scale back supports?

'I write this as a woman who had to change my phone number weekly because I was getting death threats. For months, I rarely left my apartment, and when I did, I was pursued by camera drones and photographers on foot, on motorcycles and in cars. Tabloid outlets that posted pictures of me spun them in a negative light. I felt as though I was on trial in the court of public opinion — and my life and livelihood depended on myriad judgments far beyond my control.

I want to ensure that women who come forward to talk about violence receive more support. We are electing representatives who know how deeply we care about these issues. We can work together to demand changes to laws and rules and social norms — and to right the imbalances that have shaped our lives.' 

Depp claims it is defamatory.  

You, Amber, have a lot of explaining to do and apologizing. What you've done and said to Johnny, his family, fans, career and all the REAL abuse survivors around the world is disgusting. There is no excuse for your fraud and false accusations. You can NEVER take back the damage you've caused nor pain and suffering you've caused Johnny and his family. You can never undo the damage you've caused yourself neither. You need to get professional help, counseling and change your life, thinking and how you treat others. I suggest leaving Hollywood and doing all of the above, in privacy. No one needs to know you're seeking any kind of help; do it for YOURSELF and no one else. Take some acting classes while you're at it, learn to be a much better actress because right now, you're a very poor one. I don't think you can act your way out of a wet paper bag. 

This letter to you may never reach you, maybe it will, who knows. If it does, I hope you learn a lot from it. I am furious at you on behalf of myself and all abused women around the world. Do better with your life. Be a better person and stop crying wolf!!