F*#K Valentine's and F*#K you!!!

That's right, I said it, FUCK Valentine's and FUCK you!! (Not you reading this but the "you" that I am speaking of.



Valentine's comes around once a year, everyone knows what day it is and when it's coming up. You can't miss it. All the stores have all their crap out a month early. If you aren't aware of Valentine's day, then you live under a damn rock!

I'm not big on this "holiday" because the guys I've dated have been selfish douche bags when it comes to this "holiday." Especially my most recent "boyfriend"... if you can even call him that. He's the kind of guy that buys Christmas cards, puts them in his sock drawer then never gives them to you. He's the kind of guy who "can't afford" to get you a Birthday gift but CAN afford to buy a ton of weed online or from a weed shop. He's the kind of guy who says he's "Broke" yet has $6000 sitting in his bank.
You know the kind of guy I mean.. the selfish prick kind of guy. The guy where the world revolves only around him and no one else and he expects everyone to do as he says, do what he wants and never, EVER gives back to anyone. IF he does do something for you, you have to return the favour 10 fold. It's pathetic.

Probably why I am SINGLE on Valentine's day... again.

I'm sick of being told by my "boyfriend" he will do something nice for me for this holiday or that Birthday or this Valentine's or Christmas then NOTHING ever happens. I'm left disappointed and feeling like a fucking fool for believing him for two seconds that he gives enough of a shit to show me he actually cares. I know he doesn't... so WHY the fuck do I bother?

I don't anymore.

All these cheesy Valentine's decorations can stay at the stores... DO NOT ENTER my house. All the Valentine cards can go to someone else, the flowers, they can stay in the ground where they belong, balloons can pop and stuffed toys can go to KIDS! Oh, and the chocolates, yeah... don't even get me started on the chocolates. I don't want them, won't eat them. YUCK!

Am I maybe a bit negative today? Yeah, I really am. This is why I say it's NOT Valentine's Day, it's FRIDAY!! It's just another fucking day. It's the start of the damn weekend. No big deal. Oh, but even better, it's a LONG WEEKEND!! Awesome. Monday is Family day so there's no work or school Monday. Fun.

I'll celebrate Family day with my KIDS, fuck celebrating Valentine's day and Family day with people who don't give two shits about you.

I am a kind person and I DESERVE to be treated with kindness and love and respect, if I can't be with someone who can do those 3 SIMPLE things, I won't be with them because I will not tolerate being treated like garbage and like I don't matter. I DO matter. I AM important and I deserve all the best someone can give me. I'll find that someone someday... maybe... I don't really look or put myself out there, I have HUGE trust issues and a WALL around myself that not even Theseus could rip down.


To all those who are celebrating Valentine's with someone they care for, love and loves them back, congratulations! Honestly, because it's hard to find people who are honest and true.