Don’t call me a Bitch!

I am so sick and tired of people saying I am a Bitch because I'm honest and don't fall into their perfect little script of what they "think" I should be. I can be brutally honest and don't want to feed anyone lies or bullshit or sugar coat things for them. Why the fuck should I? Why should I lie and WHY should you assume that I do!?

If you're assuming that I am not being truthful maybe you need to step back and look at yourself in the mirror good and hard because you're own insecurities are your own flaws; NOT MINE!

And ya know the good old saying: "When you assume you make an ASS out of YOU!" It's true because assuming means you're not taking the time to find out the truth in the matter.

When you assume that I am a bitch because I won't let you into my world, think about why. Take a moment and think maybe I'm not letting you in because my past is rough, I've been let down, let go, hurt, lied to, cheated on, abused, neglected, treated like complete shit and mislead. Maybe I don't let people into my world because I am sick of it all. And if I don't let anyone in, no one can do those things to me anymore. I am in control and can only let myself down this way.

If you think I'm a bitch because I won't date you or talk to you, maybe you're right or maybe you're wrong! But, you're probably wrong! I won't talk to you because I know you're fake. I can see right through you and know that you're not who you're trying to mislead me to believe you are. I see your fake pageant smile, I see your second face and hear the lies you haven't said yet. I don't date you it's because I don't fucking want to and that is my right! I don't want to date some fool who is stupid enough to drink and drive. I don't want some jack ass who calls you up for a booty call or some jerk off who only talks to you when it's the weekend and wants to get laid. I won't date you if you live with mommy, can't support your own ass and can't drive a car! I won't date you if you're a broke-ass mother fucker and can't support yourself. I won't date you if you're a man whore and fucks everyone and everything that moves. If that makes me a Bitch, of fuckin' well. Then I'm a bitch with standards!

Call me a Bitch but you better have a good reason! Or, maybe not. Being a bitch isn't all that bad of a thing. Means I'm working my shit and you ain't steppin' on me! Means you ain't walkin' on me and you ain't gonna use and abuse me. Means I own my shit, earn my shit and can stand up for myself. It also means I don't need your sorry ass! I can provide for myself. When I talk about the talk, I surely walk the walk! I don't fuck around, mess around or play around. This bitch, this bitch is on top of her own game and won't let someone tear her down!

I know at times I can be a savage bitch with my words, too. I don't always mean to be but again, I don't fuck around or sugar coat shit. If I am bein' savage to you it's because you've deserved it. I have no time to play fuckin' games and hold shit in. If you've pissed me off, I'm gonna let you know! If I don't like you, you're gonna know. If I have an opinion, I'm gonna voice it and I am NOT going to lie! I won't LIE about shit all! If I am honest, I have got NOTHING to remember. When you tell a lie, you have to tell another lie to cover the first lie. Then it expands from there and you have a nasty web of lies and eventually, get caught in your own web! Then you end up looking like a damn fool for it! I don't like looking like a fool so I don't lie. Sure, people say I am lying when I say I don't lie... Guess they have two choices then, either take what I say at face value or think I'm lying. The choice is yours.

Don't call me a bitch, just know I am one! And this bitch, won't fall down easily, be pushed around, let down, abused, neglected or have anyone support her, provide for her or do shit for her. This bitch has her shit handled. I'm KING of my kingdom. I don't need no fake friends or men fuckin my shit up!