So SICK of bullshit ATTITUDES!!!
I am so SICK and TIRED of being disrespected and shit on DAILY by a 21 year old who thinks she knows it all. It's highly annoying and stressful.
There is no reason to wake up EVERY SINGLE DAY and be a stressed out, annoying, jerk!! You don't need to be bitchy and bitch at everyone just because you're an UNHAPPY DICK! FIX YOUR SHIT!!! Get your act and life together and stop stressing out, pissing off and making everyone around you unhappy. Stop being a happiness sucker. STOP STEALING MY HAPPINESS!!!
I don't know how someone goes from 0-10000000000000 in 0.1 seconds for no reason. I've NEVER seen someone so fucking UPTIGHT! How is a 21 year old so god damn stressed out and unhappy all the time?? Don't you have an OUNCE of happiness inside you? Don't you have ANY respect for others?
I'm not supposed to be put in stressful situations, be around stress or let my blood pressure get too high and this person does NOT FUCKING CARE or LISTEN! She KNOWS about this, and doesn't think twice about stressing me out, getting my anxiety going or helping keep my stress low. Instead, she thinks it's okay to just FLIP out over STUPID ASS SHIT and get my heart going.
I can't handle her shit, I can't keep up with her being so UPTIGHT and stressed all the time. She's driving me crazy and making me not want to be around her, deal with her or have anything to do with her. How can someone NOT know that they're affecting people around them like this? Don't they see how their vibes rub off on others around them? Don't they see that they're soul suckers?
There are days she gets me going so much so that I just want to leave! Pack up my shit and move as far away from her as possible. Move to Alaska, move to Ontario, move to ANYWHERE she is NOT!!! Someone shouldn't make you feel that way. That's NEVER okay to feel like that. She makes me feel so sad, somewhat depressed and so STRESSED OUT!! There's days I just want to SCREAM at her to SHUT UP!!! I wish we could block people in our lives like we can on Facebook, for a while. Until we feel at peace, comfortable and happy again. Until they've calmed down and grown up. Too bad.
But she doesn't care. She has a lot of narcissistic traits; never owning up to her wrong doings or that she doesn't know as much as she seems to think she does. She never owns up to when she's hurt someone, stressed them out or when she's just being a complete DICK for no good reason. She blamed everyone else for the things that go wrong in her life. NEVER is ANYTHING her fault. Not her words, not her action and not how she treats someone.
If she gets fired from a job, it's someone else fault. NEVER her fault. Yet, she's been FIRED from every single job she's had. The bosses say it's because she doesn't listen, doesn't take direction well, doesn't interact well with others and gets too rude and moody. I totally believe that, knowing her, I fully believe that.
She left school because she got pregnant and said it was "too hard" to go to school pregnant, that the bus ride was too long, that people were so "mean" to her or "rude" to her and couldn't make any friends. Sorry honey, YOU got pregnant, you're not special. A lot of people go to school when they're pregnant. Then she did academic upgrading at an adult school, she didn't complete that saying it was too "hard", she couldn't find the "time" to do the work at HOME with her baby! BULLSHIT! She wasn't working, all she had was TIME! SMH...
So, she has aged out of being able to go to school for free. She's 21 now and can't do FUCK ALL for free. If she goes back, she'll have to pay her own tuition and courses and it's NOT cheap! HUGE mistake she made there.
I went back to school when I was in my 20's, I was stupid and left school when I was a teenager. I went back, had a 2 year old I was raising AND working at a bank, cleaning it at night. She had NO EXCUSE to be so lazy. I was also doing all that while my Mother was dying of brain, throat and lung cancer and dealing with a CRAZY ASS, PSYCHO, SUPER ABUSIVE ex boyfriend. So, if I was able to deal with all of that and STILL complete school and get freelance writing jobs in between, she should have been able to do it with 90% LESS things to do and 95% less stress. She was just lazy, had no drive to do it and let it go.
She always said she wanted to be a chef and open her own restaurant. That dream is shot out the window all to hell. She hasn't done a single thing to fulfil that dream. I wish she would, but she has no drive. Until she grows up, pushes herself and stops being LAZY, nothing will come of her life.
She 100% NEEDS to STOP stressing me out though, she's going to LITERALLY KILL ME! She's going to either give me a heart attack, stroke or raise my blood pressure so high, I'll end up in the hospital. SMH...
Why are people so SELF INVOLVED? Why don't they think of others and be more RESPECTFUL? It's NOT hard. It's one of the easiest things in life to do. I do it daily. I don't want bad vibes around me. I want people to think of me as kind, friendly, respectful and loving. But, I also want them to know I'm tough, won't put up with their BULLSHIT and am FAR FROM a push over.
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