Not this time Mother Fucker, not this time.
Another day and yet another day of dealing with someone else's bullshit. Most shit that isn't anything to do with me yet, here I am, being all pissed off because some ASSHOLE brings ME into their shit. Well, NO fucking more! I am DONE with this shit and being mentally abused. I won't fucking tolerate it or deal with it. I am a STRONG ass woman who doesn't need some loser man to run my life or pay my shit. I got my shit handled. FUCK THIS and FUCK HIM!!
I don't sit here asking some loser guy for money, to pay my shit yet some loser guy likes to BLAME me because HE is a fucking broke ass Mother fucker. Not my fault bitch, I don't go into your bank account and spend your money. Yet, you want to fucking accuse me of having MY hand out for cash?! Dream the fuck on! NOT happening. Not my fucking fault you don't have a God damn job and can't handle YOUR own shit. Maybe don't go to Tim Horton's 10 times a day or eat fast food 3 times a day making your FAT ASS FATTER! Maybe don't BUY SHIT ONLINE and OVER SPEND your own damn money on USELESS JUNK you don't fucking need. MAYBE, just MAYBE budget your fucking money!! You're a God damn ADULT, time to start fucking acting like it.
Pretty fucking bad when your own fucking kids don't like you for how you treat their mom and how you talk to them and don't do fuck all with them, sleep all fucking day and don't act like a fucking parent. Then you BLAME the mom for that too! Of course, because God for fucking bid you take accountability for your own fucking lack of actions and care. God for fucking bid you take accountability for treating those around you like complete GARBAGE and don't do fuck all with or for them or for yourself for that matter.
Grown ass adults don't depend on Daddy to help them with money every fucking week and don't sleep 20 hours out of 24. Grown ass adults don't act like hormone raging teenagers and make crude comments every fucking time they leave the house. God forbid someone else in the world is driving their car on a public street. That's not allowed in your world because YOU own the roads and you're a perfect driver who doesn't signal, stop at stop signs and is an aggressive ass driver. Yeah, sure, You are fucking PERFECT and should be the ONLY driver on the road. And FUCK, God forbid if someone in a passing car looks in your direction, they MUST be staring at you and giving you a dirty look. They deserve getting the middle finger and having you call them disgusting names for no reason. Yeah, you're an AWESOME human being. Okay.
And holy fuck, if someone else is in the line at Tim Horton's before you have their order taken, you have to make RUDE ass comments, because they're taking too fucking long for your liking. I don't know how or why someone can act like that but whatever, you do you. And you wonder WHY people look at you like you're fucked up. No offence but, you are; fucked up.
Yeah, this is a pretty nasty post but you have to understand that this person is a fucking ignorant, mentally abusive person to those around his ass. He likes to blame them for things he does, doesn't lift a fucking finger to act like a parent or a partner, LIES constantly yet says he hates liars and fakes. So he hates himself then? Probably. I would if I were him. I wouldn't like myself if I was him, he's not a kind person and doesn't do shit all to have anyone in his life. He says his ex owes him money yet, she called him asking where HER money was he owed her and he made up some stupid ass excuse why he wasn't able to pay her back. Same ole, same ole. Jokers never change their faces.
This picture above is FULLY him 100% and of course, he'd NEVER admit to any of it. A narcissist never would. I mean, why would they take any accountability for anything if they can pass the buck on to someone else and make their lives so much easier?!
I have learned from my past to NEVER put all my eggs into one basket and to never rely on a man for FUCK ALL! Don't let a man be the breadwinner, don't let a man pay your bills or take care of you because he (at least this man) will hold that shit over your head to make you feel small when you already feel small enough. No one has the damn right to make you feel less than you are. NO ONE! Take your power back and tell him to FUCK OFF!!! Don't let NO MAN tell you you're worthless or that he has any control over you or your life. YOU have control. Do NOT give that shit away.
If he can't respect you and can't treat you with the love and respect you fully deserve you tell that bitch of a man to GO AWAY!! He doesn't deserve you if he can't treat you right. You can do this shit on your own. You're fully capable and strong enough. YOU GOT THIS SHIT. Just tell him to FUCK OFF!!
Yup, FUCK YOU and the brokeback horse you rode in on. Take that negative shit you trying to play and go back to where you came from. You're not needed here acting like a narcissistic, manipulative bitch. That shit is NOT going to fly around here. Get off your lazy ass and stop making excuses why you can't do shit. You're a fully capable grown-ass man, act like it. Get off your lazy ass and clean your house once in a while. Get off your lazy ass and make a meal once in a while. Get off your lazy ass and be a parent once in a while. Get off your lazy ass and act like a partner once in a while. Get off your lazy ass and get a JOB!! Get off your lazy ass and start contributing to society!! Contribute to your family you claim you so badly wanted to be a part of yet you treat like shit.
Believe me when I say, you are disposable and replaceable. I don't NEED a man in my life. If a man is in my damn life it's ONLY because I "WANT" him there not because I "NEED" his ass. I don't NEED anyone really. I've already lost the most important person in my life, I know what it's like to not have someone around you dearly love. That has made me harder, stronger and more capable of walking away from assholes who treat me like shit.
I know my damn worth and I am fucking worth a LOT more than you treat me. I have given and given and gotten not a whole lot back. I won't EVER make that mistake again. Why do you think you don't fucking lay in my bed? Why do you think I don't do a whole fucking bunch of anything with you? Because you haven't done shit all to deserve me or what I have to offer. I am a whole lot smarter than to just spread my legs for any dick. You have to earn that shit. If I don't feel respected, loved or treated well, I am sure as fuck NOT going to lay in bed with your ass!! Not fucking happening! You want me, you SHOW me you fucking care and give me the RESPECT I damn well deserve. I ain't no stupid ass hoe that spreads like 7 eleven. Sorry! You want a hoe like that, go back to the bitch you were with before. Bitches like me that know their worth make your ass work for that shit. We don't just hand it out to anyone.
You can't handle a strong, smart, independent woman like me, you need to move your ass along, sit your ass down so the next guy behind you can see my ass and show me respect and give me everything I deserve.
In all reality, I don't really WANT a man in my life. I am PERFECTLY FINE living my life all on my own. It's a hell of a lot less stressful that way. Men are too fucking complicated for my liking and too fucking sensitive. Besides, I don't want a grown-ass man that acts like a fucking child and I am finding that all these men these days are just GIANT ASS CHILDREN!! They don't grow the fuck up! They just want a woman to be their second Mommy! They want a woman to have their kids, care for those kids, cook, clean, take care of all the bills and grocery shopping, take the kids to all their Sunday school classes, sports, after school things. These man-children just want to have kids and shelf them for when they feel like it's time for them to PRETEND to be a parent for an hour or two and try and BUY their love. It NEVER works. Their kids can see right through that shit and end up HATING them for treating their mom like shit and never doing shit with them. kids aren't stupid, they see more than they're given credit for and know a hell of a lot more than they say.
So man-child. Take your immature shit and move your ass along or grow the fuck up and treat your woman with respect she deserves. You have NO right to be a selfish asshole and abuse her and neglect her. If you think you are entitled to this, you need some SERIOUS mental help.
Buy Bitch, Bye!!
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